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I feel like I have been holding my breath for a year now. Waiting for things to come undone, one foot out your door.. yet holding my breath praying that you will love me enough to hold on tight..  Finally I feel like you’ve pulled me close enough to stay inside
I feel now though, happy and secure, yet in the midst of two lives, neither complete and the bridge from one to the other wide enough to drown everyone in the way.
Maybe I am wrong to think about it… is that negative? Because I feel positive… just petrified of the reality…
Why can’t we just know the future will be ok…
I really feel totally breathless..

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